The story of my life

0hh quotes

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 04:40:20 GMT

sticks and stones might break my bones but chains and whips excite me,
so throw me down,
tie me up, show me that you like me

Lets be lovers tonight, and go back to being best friends tomorrow

sex is a sensation .. caused by temptation ..
where the guy sticks his dictation .. in the girl`s location ..
that increases the population for the next generation ..
do you understand my explaination .. or do you need a deminstration ?

"Sex… could kill you. Do you know what the human body goes through
when you have sex? Pupils dilate, arteries constrict, core
temperature rises, heart races, blood pressure skyrockets,
respiration becomes rapid and shallow, the brain fires bursts
of electrical impulses from nowhere to nowhere and secretions
spit out of every gland, and the muscles tense and spasm like
you're lifting three times your body weight. It's violent,
it's ugly, and it's messy, and if God hadn't made it
unbelievably fun… the human race would have died out eons ago...
Men are lucky they can only have one orgasm. You know that
women can have an hour-long orgasm? ... Hey, Foreman. What's up?"
- Cameron on "House, MD" from the episode "Occam's Razor"

I don't live to please you
nor do I live to make you like me..
but don't judge what you don't know!*

It seems like everybody loves you now,
You seem to be liking the fact..
But don't you forget,
I'll like you more then they ever will *

WE'RE SO CRAZY ;;
WE'RE SO BEAUTIFUL ;;
OH EVERYBODY JUST WANTS TO BE US ::
THEY DON'T ADMIT IT --
SO THEY HAVE TO TALK DOWN ON US
BECAUSE THEIR TOO JEALOUS THAT THEIR NOT US ;-
BECAUSE WE'RE CRAZY /// BEAUTIFUL *

You said you loved me,
Now your saying you still do..
So, tell me please
Why did you have to go and break my heart? *

Let me rip out my heart
& save you from a lot of trouble *

YEAH, YOU MIGHT SAY I STAND ALONE
YOU MAY THINK I'M BRAVE
BUT I'M NOT..
YOU SEE I HAVE TO DEAL WITH RUDE COMMENTS
&* PEOPLE THINKING BAD ABOUT ME -
WHEN THEY NEVER SAT DOWN TO TALK TO ME
THEY JUST JUDGE ME FROM WHAT THEY SEE
&& WHAT THEY HEAR. *

S0metimes I die inside because I want you by my side. *

YOU BRING ME DOWN..
I TRY TO BE STRONG..
YEAH I'M NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT..
THAT SOMETIMES I BREAK DOWN AND CRY
BUT I REALIZE I SHOULDN'T WORRY THAT MUCH
BECAUSE KARMA IS COMING BACK TO YOU *

SPEAK YOUR MIND..
EVEN IF YOUR STANDING UP
& YOU LOOK AROUND TO FIND YOURSELF STANDING ALONE..
..BECAUSE NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN HOW YOU BELIEVE.. *

IN MY HEAD WE'RE JUST LIKE CAREBEARS...
S0 COLORFUL & HAPPY & SOMETIMES BLUE
BUT WE'RE ALWAYS BEST FRIENDS AT THE END OF THE DAY *

~ Pale white skin with *(STRAWBERRY)* gashes all over ~

You have this strange way of
making me melt in your beautiful brown eyes *

I always thought
I was your {diamond}

EVEN THOUGH HE'S GONE
&& FOUND A NEW LOVE TO TAKE HIS HEART
I STILL LOVE HIM WITH ALL I GOT *

My heart is BROKEN but I have some GLUE

THE TRUTH MAY HURT >>
<< BUT IT'S THE LIES THAT KILL..

& Our love is just fading away into an old love song *

SOMETIMES BEING BEAUTIFUL
MEANS THERES A LOT OF { HURT } IN YOUR LIFE..
BECAUSE PEOPLE LOVE TO BRING YOU DOWN
THE BEST THEY CAN *

Yeah, guys all love |blondes|
But men want to marry |brunettes|

JUST ONCE, I'D LIKE TO BE HARD TO LEAVE,
I'D LIKE SOMEONE TO STAY UP LATE
THINKING ABOUT ME....

I loved him <3
& sometimes he loved me too </3

I'm not in love <3
I'm just pretending that I am
So, you'll think I've moved on *

i'm in a car underwater with time to kill. thinking back,
i forgot to tell you this, i didn't care that you left and
abandoned me, what hurts more is that i would still die for you

I KNOW A GIRL,
SHE PUTS HERSELF DOWN A LOT...
THINKING SHE'S UGLY.. I GUESS SHE STARTING BELIEVING
WHAT OTHERS SAY ABOUT HER..
I WISH SHE WOULD KNOW THAT SHES BEAUTIFUL..
SHE LOOKS IN THE MIRROR WITH TEARS ALL DOWN HER CHEEK..
MASCARA RUINED, YEAH THAT GIRL IS ME *

WELC0ME T0 MY LIFE
D0N'T BE HEARTBROKEN BECAUSE IT'S NOTHING
BUT RUMORS AND LOST HOPES *

IF YOU SPENT ONE DAY OF BEING ME..
YOU WOULD KNOW IT'S A LIVING HELL..
EXCEPT I GET A LITTLE BIT OF HEAVEN WHEN I LOOK IN YOUR EYES *

You say you hate me & you don't want anything to do with me
Then why do you spend most of your days talking about me
& trying to make me look bad...
It's like I'm the number one person to talk about
& making me the center of your world..*

Could you find it in your heart to let me
REST IN PIECES?

You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes.
you can steer yourself any direction you choose. -Dr seuss

Will someone pass my guitar??
I want to show you how to look like a star

"Be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
-Dr Suess

Can you see the fire in my eyes?

"THE CRITICISM GOT THE BEST OF HER" they said,
& it was an "AMAZING WORK OF ART" remarked the suicide *

THE FAMOUS LIFE OF SEX, DRUGS & ROCK N' ROLL!

Don't judge me from my stupidity of yesterday

SO IRRESISTABLE THAT YOU'RE GONNA HATE ME__
IF ONLY YOU KNEW, WE'RE ALL BEAUTIFUL LIKE THE SUN *

Your milkshake's better?
Yeah, well my BOYFRIEND's better than yours!

BROKEN CRADLES, FORGOTTEN LULLABYS..
LOST LITTLE HEARTS, & CRUSHED HEARTS LIE ON THE FLOOR OF DEATH *

I want to be YOUR girl <3
But I gotta kill HER off first *

CAN YOU SEE ME?
I'M THE BROKEN STAR IN THE MIDNIGHT SKY
& I'M THAT BROKEN STAR THAT'S FALLING OUTTA THE SKY
WANTING YOU TO CATCH ME.. *

don't you know all fairytales
tell a lie

In a room full of people,
you're *always* the first one I look for

NOT HAVING YOUR LOVE
IS THE WORST PUNISHMENT I'VE EVER HAD *

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We laughed when they told us we wouldn't want to leave,
we cried when they told us we had to.

~*through 4 years of school, you think somewhere along the line
they would've taught us how to say goodbye*~

Four years ago we stepped into high school … individuals seeking to do well,
to find our identity, to find our best friend. We opened our
lockers for the first time, looked at our schedules, thought
about how great it was to finally be in high school.
Four years ago we met our best friend, we went to our first
school dance, had a crush on a cute senior. Four years ago,
we couldn't wait to get older

When we graduate, I know things will change,
but you'll always have a place in my heart.
I'll miss you, I'll love you, and when I think about you,
I'll smile; I'll remember the good, forget the bad, and
we both know that we helped each other grow up.
I'll never forget who you are and what you've meant to me.

She just wants to be pretty like the girls in the magazines

.....&this is the happiest you'll ever see me
& not understand why.

I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me

you know you really love someone
when you don't hate them for
b r e a k i n q _ your heart <3

he`s the reason i wake up
and go to school =)

beautiiful qiirl with gorgeous
eyes , a hiiden world of hurt
&& lies. it's hard for her to ;;
realize love isn't all about the
» b u t t e r f l i e s z . . <|3

my biggest fear in life is being ;; `
like everyone else - paris hilton.

how does it feel to know
your everything to someone
because honestly babe i've
never felt that so please be
my first » c h a n c e . . <3

there's millions of guys out there
but in the end it all comes down.
to 0NE && when you find the rite
person . . than all of a sudden ;;
a n y t h i n g is possible . . <3

HAS A THOUSANDS OF GUYS OUT THERE
THATS WHAT THEY SAY,
BUT I ONLY WANT YOU! *

guys always make girls cry but
if a girl makes a guy cry she must
really mean something to him - -

i've a l w a y s held back what you
mean to me ;; maybe it's because im
afraid of what you'll say back _ <3

I'M TRYING TO IGNORE THE BEST PARTS OF YOU,
BUT I'M STILL HOPING I'LL BE WITH YOU SOMEHOW. <3

I SEE YOU SITTING THERE HOLDING HER.
BUT YOU'RE STARING AT ME
AND I KNOW. THAT SOMEWHERE
IN THAT HEAD OF YOURS..
YOU KNOW YOU'RE HOLDING THE
WRONG PERSON.

i don't care what
they say im - - cominq back to you . .

( i hope a pack of dinosaurs eats your heart

& the knife to my wrist is oh so
much more beautiful than you

BEING STRONG MEANS BEING HEARTLESS

First I was stabbed in the heart and then I was stabbed in the back.
I must be prettier when I'm on the floor b.l.e.e.d.i.n.g

This lesson in love
        had a teacher with no degree,
            how did I fail
                if I handed in everything,
                     everything you asked...

Y0U MAY THINK I STILL L0VE Y0U & I STILL CARE..
IF Y0U 0NLY KNEW, Y0U MEAN N0THING T0 ME N0W! *

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WHY CAN`T YOU COME TO REALiZE SHE LOVES YOU ?
YOUR ALL SHE THiNKS ABOUT , DREAMS ABOUT , WiSHES
FOR , CRiES FOR . SHE LOVES YOU . SHE NEEDS YOU .
LORD KNOWS HOW MUCH SHE WANTS YOU . ALL SHE
LOVED WAS YOU . ALL SHE NEEDED WAS YOU . SHE
THiNKS YOU`RE WORTH iT , BUT SHE`S WRONG . YOU`RE
NOT WORTH iT . . . YOU`RE JUST ANOTHER BOY </3

I'm the lie that you love*

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around to see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all my
"friend" said this to me and i thought it was really nice..
i wanna hold you in my arms tonight...fall asleep...
have a heart beat of one

YOU PEOPLE TALK A LOT OF SHIT,
BUT YOU SHOULD BE MORE WORRIED ABOUT YOUR LIFE
& NOT MINE*

IF YOU SEEM ALL YOUR TIME
CALLING PEOPLE NAMES,
MAKING THEM FEEL HORRIBLE,
THEN YOU REALLY NEED TO GET A HOBBY!*

Its kinda funny how people you dont even know
hate you when they dont even know the real u.
& even sadder when people talk shit about you
that you dont even have one clue who they are.

People talk shit like they know you,
When in reality they never even spoke to you
For 1 minute.
Maybe if they got to know me
Then they would think different*

today .tomarrow .always..
i want to be in his life. 10 years from now
i want to be his wife i wanna have his kids and live happily ever after
I want to be the girl he is forever checking out
I want to be the girl he stays up at night thinking about
I want to love him forever and wake up next to him everyday
Today, tomarrow and always i want to be near him

how are we expected to live in
*the real world*
if everyone in it is fake?

one Life--->live it up
one Love---> don`t mess it up
one Chance--->don`t give up

( i`m not a hoe, i`m not a slut...
i just got a lil more to shake and strut )

-his Metallica sweatshirt-$50.00
-his AC DC shirt: $19.50
-his Arizona Jeans: $24.00
-his Old Navy boxers: $8.50
-his Adidas sneakers: $65.00
-seein it all on my bedroom floor the next morning:
. P. R . I . C . E . L . E . S . S .

for all Of you who said i`d never succeed
for all the things you said that were untrue
who talked the whispers
and spread the rumors
i don`t care anymore
cause this is me and who I be
so just watch and see because sooner or later
....i`ll prove you wrong....

you can call me [crazy] say i`m [insecure]
but i don`t wanna be just [another] girl

just because i flirt dOesn`t mean i`m a hOe
cuz unlike [you]
i know how to say [no]

Vogue magazine, empty coffee cup
Out of curiosity I picked it up
It said does he still love you, turn to page 123
That's when I realized she left it there for me
Question number one, does he still kiss you goodnight
Number two was if he does, does he still close his eyes
Three, does he still call you just to hear your voice
Four would he be home right now if he had a choice
Five's a little tricky, do you think he's being true
'Cause you're either half way finished or you're over half way through
Six said do you ever cry when you're all by yourself
Seven do you think he'd change if he knew how you felt
I skipped down to ten to see what she had written there
It said do you still love him
Damn that questionnaire

if drama were alcohol, our lives are
DEFiNiTELY WASTED!

&& Are you gonna love me until the end
0r leave me when things get outta control?*

S0METIMES Y0U G0TTA REALIZE BEING HAPPY D0ESN'T MEAN Y0U HAVE
A B0YFRIEND IN YOUR LIFE. 0NE DAY Y0U'LL REALIZE THAT BEING
HAPPY MUST START 0FF BY Y0U N0T BECAUSE S0ME0NE IS THERE T0 CARE. *

you act like your the only one *
that has (ever) broken my heart

I don't want a boy with a car,
I want a man with a truck.

i can't go on living this way
it's not a game...
& i'm not ok.

a stack of mixtapes brought me closer
& i know that it's a modest melody
that sent you out to find the perfect girl
but found you crashing into me.

they found me face down in the street
on the night you left to find another place to sleep.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was
smiling. Live you life so that when you die,
you’re the one smiling and everyone around you
is crying.

Shooting at the walls of heartache
Bang, bang!!
[ I am the warrior ]

until you are happy with who you are
you will never be happy with what you have.

i`m not even going to try & get mad anymore.
I just have to learn to expect the lowest from
the people I thought highest of.___<3

think how different it would be—
if you never met the one person.
who changed EVERYTHiNG

she strikes a pose but she dies
inside nobody knows she's a
beautiful s u i c i d e

Everytime i think of him, i just fall apart.
He`ll never know what lies, deep inside my heart.
If only he knew how much i loved him,
He might understand how much i need him.
I don`t know why i`m so deep in love,
He`s so addictive. He`s like a drug.
He`s got me hooked, and i can`t let go now.
I need to move on. If only i knew how... <|3

Do me a favor. .
watch what you say to me.
Maybe you're too blind to see it,
but i'm still in love with you. .<3

BEST FRiENDS ARE THE FAiRYTALES
0F LiFE -- THEY`VE BEEN THERE SiNCE
0NCE UP0N A TiME AND WiLL STAY *
THERE UNTiL F0REVER AFTER.. _____x3

I could care less if some of my friends dont like you..
the only thing that matters to me is being with you..the way
you make me feel, and the times we share are so unforgetable,
you're the one I wanna be with..you're the one I need

without you -- my yesterdays wouldn't
be worth remembering & I couldn`t look
forward to all of my ;;`*t o m o r r o w s

`you should never be afraid to be a little crazier
because in the end_ the sweetest kind of love is
the one that made you.....> lose c o n t r o l

you always dissapoint me ,
its kinda like our inside joke,
except .... it`s not funny

[ being lonely ] isn`t the worst feeling.
. .;; it`s being` --forgotten --
by someone you can never forget. . .

& WHEN i CAME iN WiTH TEARS iN MY EYES . . .
Y0U ALWAYS KNEW WHETHER T0 H0LD ME or LET ME BE. . .
i D0N`T KN0W H0W Y0U KNEW, BUT Y0U DiD. . .
& iT MADE MY LiFE S0 MUCH EASiER
--The Notebook

Eventually everything in life
falls into place but until
then laugh at the confusion
and live for the moment
you only get one life

it`s hard to give your heart to someone
when the last person youu gave it to is
still breaking it & won`t give it back

you can tell a lot about a person`s character
by what they laugh at.

S0METiMES --» you gotta figure out
that if he doesn`t care
you`re missing out on someone who does.

EVERY MiNUTE THAT PASSES BY..
M0RE & M0RE i REALiZE iT`S TRUE ..
i`M THE HAPPiEST GiRL ALiVE ..
ALL BECAUSE 0F Y0U

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Cause I'm not here to be around
And be that girl that you forget about
Cause all I want is just to be a song
That you can feel longer than just right now
So come on baby let me be the girl
That you can count on to rock your world
And then you'll see there's so much than curves
And then you'll see that you and me belong
-Aslyn

L0NG FLIPPIN TIME!

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 04:35:27 GMT

I haven't posted in forever.. I kinda forgot about this.. but I'm gonna start posting quotes on here.. starting now.. Hopefully I won't forget about it again, lol!

I can reach up and touch any star in the sky, Put my arms
'round the moon if I try, Never thought I could feel so much
love in my life No, I never thought I'd know how... but I do now

To continue loving somebody even though there's no
chance of that love ever thriving...that's romance -dawsons creek

I am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact I love it...
I just have this incredible urge to kiss him, that doesn't go away..
and this feeling that we would be perfect together.

I have this connection with him, though he doesn't see it.
It's like I turn around without a reason I can think of and
he's either passing by or is standing nearby.
I can pick him out of a crowd of over a hundred almost instantly
sometimes. It's almost as if I can feel his presence

Sometimes you meet somebody,
And you know that whatever you did before,
It must have been right...
Because nothing you've done could be too bad,
Or have gone too far wrong,
Because it led you to this person

I can make no apologies for following my heart -Gavin Rossdale

For someone who is suppose to be "just a friend" why do
I always get butterflies in my stomach when you smile at me

There Are Millions Of People In This world,
But In The end It All Comes Down To One -Crazy/Beautiful

In the end we always return to the people
that were there in the beginning

It's not the way you say my name, it's not the way you smile.
It's not the way you act the same;
it's not the way you laugh for awhile.
It's not the words you say to me, it's not the
things you do. It's not the things I need from you,
it's just the way I love you

Sometimes I look at you, and I wonder...do you ever sit here...
and look at me too?

Sometimes I look at you, and I wonder...
do you ever sit here...and look at me too?
&& Think of me? Like I think of you

It takes a lot to hate you, It takes too much to forget you,
But it took so little to love you

The world is going to throw us a million reasons why this isn't
gonna work out between us, but I'm armed with the one reason
why it will - I love you

When you love someone, you'll do anything.
You'll do all the crazy things, that you can't explain.
You'll shoot the moon, put out the sun, when you love someone
~ Bryan Adams

It's amazing how we don't even speak that often,
how you tell me we are just friends...but when we make eye contact,
when I look into your big, gorgeous eyes, and you smile,
I know, something has to be there..

Ask my friends, anyone will tell you. When u come up in any
conversation,no matter what its nature,my eyes sparkle & my smile
shines

I'm shaking at your touch, I like you way too much.. my baby,
I'm afraid I'm fallin for you -weezer

If you get a chance to see him, Your heart begins to dance.
Your life revolves around him, There's nothing like romance

It's YOU. You mean everything to me...you are the first into
my head in the morning when I wake up, my last thought before
I go to bed, you smile at me in my dreams, when you are sad
I feel sad and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible,
like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you

You are my "Somewhere over the rainbow"

I think I love him, because when I think about being with him,
I cant stop smiling

For a long time I was in love, not only in love,
I was obsessed with a friendship that no one else could touch.
- No Doubt

Just an old love song, just the mention of your name,
my heart breaks in two again...I guess some things never change

Hes given the top spot in his heart to her,
And im afraid ive been push down to number 2.
The only thing is.. he's filled up every spot in my heart

I guess I always thought when things were over between you and her,
that it would be my turn. Then I realized that it is never
going to be my turn. I guess it's just easier to be angry
with you than admit that I'm hurt by you. -

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Sun, 28 Nov 2004 05:41:09 GMT

People are really stupid & need to go to hell.. Bad!

Yo Ho Ho & A Bottle of Rum

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 23:48:43 GMT

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

( Little snot heads )

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 00:14:25 GMT

Well well well.. Jenn thinks I'm slutty. (giggles) I think she's talking about herself because she's done more to a guy then I have. She's been around Johnathan <<3 a whole lot and I don't like it. I don't trust her with my boyfriend. I mean, I trust HIM just not her. He said I had nothing to worry about because he's mine, but she would do something to piss me off.

I'm going to go now.
I just wanted to get out that jenn is crazy and she's the slut in this case, not me!

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Sun, 24 Oct 2004 05:48:42 GMT

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"I wanna use you and abuse you.
I wanna know what's inside you."

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You Know You're From West Virginia When...

You only knew one or two Republicans as you were growing up.

You actually know someone who has sold their vote for a bottle of liquor.

You've never seen a local ballot with anything but Democratic candidates.

You think Senator Byrd should be nominated for Sainthood.

You've seen Senator Byrd's name on a sign in front of a bridge or highway construction project.

You know what commodity cheese is.

You've been asked to give someone a ride to the post office on "check day."

You know what "check day" is.

You have avoided the post office on "check day."

You've seen a picture of John L. Lewis hanging on someone's wall right between the picture of Jesus and JFK.

You know who John L. Lewis is.

You know what a Tipple is.

You know what a slate dump is.

You played on a slate dump as a kid.

You know someone who actually did go to Pruntytown.

She same guy got his head shaved and "fell down the steps" at the court house a couple of times before being sent off.

Everyone who works at the court house is related to someone else who works
there.

You sometimes call a paved road "the hard road."

You know someone who has driven to a neighboring state to get "real beer" instead of the 3.2 stuff.

You've bought fireworks from the same guy with the real beer.

The state where this guy went might be called "O-hi."

"Vacation" means driving through Wyatt on the way to Morgantown.

Down south to you means Kentucky.

Stores don't have bags; they have pokes.

You cook green beans for hours.

You know what a real tomato is, and have a recipe for candy ones.

Your parents have threatened to have you sent to Pruntytown.

You can watch someone order a hotdog and know in what part of the state they live.

You know that Serpent Mound was not made by snakes.

You know at least one couple who went to Virginia or Maryland to get married.

You can change the oil in your truck without ducking your head.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from West Virginia.

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Sat, 23 Oct 2004 23:18:16 GMT

I love Crum!

Picture time

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 22:47:01 GMT

Group picture gone horribly wrong...(from back: Me,Keno, Kathy,Ethan, Sonya and then Rachel)

Keno, Remmy, Ethan

Daniel and Danny (blue hair) at RHS game!

Michael on mismatch day.. I'm cut off.. yeah..

Jesus told me he really did hate you!!

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 00:38:26 GMT

Thanks to you, Jesus saw you masturbating and he died..

Wait, I killed Jesus with a spork and satan gave me a cookie.. The cookie was nasty so I had to kill satan with the spork also.

School was school..

Clubs - We had no teacher at all.. So the hole time we was by are lonely selfs..

Art 2 - Just sat there doodling.

Math - Watched a movie..

English - Did our DOL & EQ's.. Talked... Watched a movie..

Lunch - Sat with Crum and his little guy friends.. Made fun of system of a down, haha..

PCD - Did our DQ's and talked... Read.... TOMORROW WE WATCH THE MOVIE ON THE BABIES AND I'M ONE OF THE FIRST THREE TO GET THE BABIES.. STARTING NEXT MONDAY! YES! Ashley P. drew a picture of me.. and also one of Sonya.. Ashley kept asking me if I was alright and I'm like YEAH.. After awhile it's like "is something suposse to be not right about me" "do I look like I'm dying??"

After school.. I like went to sleep, woke up and ate a big mac and something else.. Got another hello kitty toy.. the hoola hoop (lol bryan) one... Mom forced me to sign papers ( using my sisters signature ) because the stupid BLONDE forgot to sign her name and it's kinda hard now since shes living in VA now... lol! Like anybody would so know that it's not her hand writing lol. Remmy I/Med me and wants me to fight Bobbie because she's a bitch.. I would but I can't be suspended and be away from my baby! I didn't do a thing to the girl. I just called her a slut but that's all.. I think she's mad because I'm on Danny and Ashley's side.. Oh well.. I'm in the chat room with the gang ol' mighty
I'm out..
Until next time kids,
This is Dottz TV!

Survey ♥

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 00:44:58 GMT

[ Name ] dottie jean

[Nicknames ] safety pin baby, poka dottie, hottie dottie, freak

[ Birthday ] 1/23/88

[ Age ] 16

[ School ] Riverside

[ Class Of ] 06

[ Grade ] 11

[ Astrological sign ] Aquarius

[ location ] Charleston, WV

[ Sexual Preference ] Straight

[ Height ] 5'9

[Shoe size ] 8 1/2

[ Parents still together? ] Yes

[ Siblings? ] Yes

[ Nieces/Nephews? ] Yes

[Pets? ] 3 Dogs, 5 fish

[ Have any credit cards? ] no

FAVORITES

[ Colors ] black

[ Number ] 23

[ Animal ] chinchillas, dogs

[ Flower ] roses

[ Scent(s) ] on a guy: AXE, for women: black rose, country apple

[ Shape] heart

[Drinks ] mtn. dew

[ Song ] Enter sandman

DO YOU...

[ Color your hair? ] no
[ Twirl your hair? ] i guess

[ Have tattoos? ] no

[ Piercings? ] yes

[ Cheat on tests/homework? ] not really

[ Smoke ] no

[ Like roller coasters? ] no

[ Wish you could live somewhere else? ] Hell yeah..

[ Want more piercings? ] sure

[ Like cleaning? ] Sure

[ Write in cursive or print? ]print

[ Swear a lot? ] Hell no.. lol.. maybe..

[ Know how to drive? ] Yeah

[ Own a cell phone? ] yes

[ plan to go to college ] no

[ Wear hats? ] sometimes

[ Have an obsession? ] sure

[ Collect anything? ] chucks

[ Have a best friend? ] Sure

[ Close friends? ] yes

[ Like your handwriting? ] could be much better

[ Care about looks? ] not really
HAVE YOU EVER...

[ Been arrested? ] no

[ Been in a fist fight? ] no

[ Kicked someone in the nuts? ] Yes

[ Held a gun? ] no

[ Considered being a hooker? ] no

[ Cried over a guy] yes

[ Lied to someone? ] everyone does it

[Ever been in love? ] yes
[ Fallen for a best friend? ] no

[ Been used and abused? ] sure

[ Been cheated on? ] yes

[ Experimented with homosexuality? ] no

CURRENT

[ Mood ] lonely

[ Music ] dad fussin

[ Taste ] potato

[ Smell ] potato

[ Desktop picture ] Emily the strange

[ CDs in stereo ] dont know

[ Favorite celeb ] Amy Lee

[ Hate ]everything
[ Job ] striper

THE LAST...

[ Book you read ] The summer reading book

[ Movie you saw ] R. Evil -- today hehe

[ Thing you ate ] a potato

[ Person you talked to on the phone] dad

[ Drug ] Xanax

[ Dream ] Being at my grandma's funeral

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 00:30:19 GMT

Just got home.. From the mall & movies..Oh wee!~ It was alright... I just felt weird because Ashley had Danny, Christine had pookie, and then me and keno was just there. At the movies we saw R.Evil and here was the layout of how everybody sat. A&D and C&P, and I was stuck with keno.. It would of been much better if my crum was there..
I didn't buy anything, I just gave keno five dollars for food.Got to watch him shove the food in his mouth.. wow... and I hate it, the movies is nothing but blacks.. It was just like "white power!"

I'm out,

I
♥
Crum

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 00:27:18 GMT

1.)Copy and paste this into your journal:
<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
2.) (Eliminate the asterisks)
3.)See what color you are

em0tionalrebel

I hate [[ {{ idiots }} ]]

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 03:11:56 GMT

Little Survey~
>Basics:
>[Name] dottie jean
>[Nickname] d j *
>[Screen name] br0k3nxdoll (aol), em0tionalrebel (aim)
>[Birthday] 1/23
>[Age] 16
>[Astrological sign] Aquarius
>[Chinese zodiac sign] Don't know
>[Location] WV
>[Marital Status] Taken
>[Religion] Devil of nothing
>[Eye color] brown
>[Shoe size] 8 1/2
>[Parents still together] yes
>[Siblings] 1 sister
>[Pets ] 3 dogs, 5 fishJunior in HS
>[What do you drive] my bike!
>

>Favorites:
>[Color] black
>[Number] 2
>[Animal] dogs & chinchillas
>[Vehicle] Dodge trucks, mustangs
>[Flower] Bleeding roses
>[Scent] black rose
>[Drinks] water
>[Soda] mountain dew
>[Band] metallica
>[Song] enter sandman
>
>Do you...:
>[Color your hair?] no
>[Twirl your hair?] no
>[Have tattoos?] no
>[Have Piercings?] yes
>[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] yes
>[Cheat on tests/homework?] not often
>[Drink/Smoke?] no
>[ Like roller coasters?] NO
>[Wish you could live somewhere else?] sometimes
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
¤ The end of the survey... ¤
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Stupid people IMing me:

FreSch53 [10:57 PM]: hey i just saw your pictures
Br0k3n x doll [10:58 PM]: thats nice
FreSch53 [10:58 PM]: u really r ugly
Br0k3n x doll [10:58 PM]: thats nice
FreSch53 [10:59 PM]: your lucky to have a bf
Br0k3n x doll [10:59 PM]: hm weird because a lot of people think i'm pretty
FreSch53 [11:01 PM]: blind people?
Br0k3n x doll [11:02 PM]: no
FreSch53 [11:02 PM]: retarded?
Br0k3n x doll [11:02 PM]: your probably not that good looking yourself
FreSch53 [11:02 PM]: but i'm not stupid to sit at a table where they ignore me
Br0k3n x doll [11:03 PM]: they don't ignore me
FreSch53 [11:03 PM]: go sit with your friends
the ugly table
Br0k3n x doll [11:03 PM]: i do sit with my friends and it's not the ugly table
FreSch53 [11:03 PM]: u just said u sit with the football players and u are the only girl
Br0k3n x doll [11:04 PM]: yeah their my friends
FreSch53 [11:04 PM]: r u putting out for all of them
Br0k3n x doll [11:04 PM]: no
FreSch53 [11:04 PM]: just a few huh
Br0k3n x doll [11:04 PM]: no
FreSch53 [11:05 PM]: your bf?
Br0k3n x doll [11:05 PM]: why does it matter to you anyways

Survey fun!

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 02:13:41 GMT

bold all that apply to you-

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I am obsessed with having my shoes match my outfit.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a boy.
05. I love wearing dangly earrings.
06. I am a gemini.
07. I love someone more than they will ever know.
08. I'm obsessed with dogs.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in a different state in the U.S. before.
12. I get an allowance.
13. I want to be in high school forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz in person.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I love to read.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to the Disney Channel.
20. I am a girl.
21. Im a worried person.
22. I'm in high school.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate people who are fake.
25. I like to swim.
26. My dreams are sometimes weird.
27. One of my best friends is gay.
28. I have way too many purses.
29. I've seen Fight Club at least 45 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I've never fallen asleep during school.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. It bugs me sometimes when people are really late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. I love autumn.
36. I have too many clothes.
37. I like to sleep in.
38. I've failed a class in high school.
39. I'm afraid of spiders.
40. I have nail polish on my fingernails or toe nails right now.
41. I've watched the O.C.
42. I love my hair.
43. I never fight with my parents.
44. I like the beach.
45. I have never had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I have family out of state.
48. I can't wait till my birthday.
49. I love the show Rich Girls
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure all the time.
53. I have never broken a bone.
54. I'm taking german class.
55. I have a laptop.
56. I love girls that love music.
57. I state the obvious sometimes just to reassure myself.
59. I dance randomly sometimes.
60. I'm a good singer.
61. I sometimes like cleaning my room.
62. I never get jealous.
63. I love cute underwear.
64. I love doing math.
65. I cry when I see homeless people.
66. I like hugs.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love God.
69. I am too forgiving sometimes.
70. I have my own vehicle.
71. I love high school.
72. I have a lot of under garments.
73. I'm a daddy's girl.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color pink more than the rest.
76. I love to sew.
77. I have blue eyes.
78. I like being a passenger in vehicles at nighttime.
79. I play soccer on a team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I've never lied.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Paul Walker is cute.
84. I love the smell of the rain.
85. I am right handed.
86. I hate getting shots.
87. I'm a perfectionist.
88. I've gone mooning.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I love camping.
91. I like going on rides
92. I can be quite shy.
94. There's something I will never forget, either because I can't or because I just don't want to.
95. I love looking at pictures.
96. I love music.
97. I do well in school
98. I get a lot of mail.
99. I like hot tubs.
100. I like to be alone sometimes.

Quiz!

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 01:51:43 GMT

You are Anywhere

Beatiful song. Anywhere is beatiful and tragic all
in one. It reminds me alot of the song
"Theres A Place For Us" from West
Side Story. All that you want is to be with the
one you love, but the people around you are
making that near impossible.

Your Lyrics:

Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

What Extremely Underrated Evanescence song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 21:55:11 GMT

This is from livejournal..
crazi4bam (crazi4bam) wrote,
@ 2004-09-25 22:46:00

Current mood: worried
Current music: Broken -seether,amy lee

...
Hmm...Today I basicaly Did nothing but lay around the house and worried about wether or not Billy's gonna talk to me anymore...if yah don't kno the story here it is...okay Thursday i went to the game with Amber Carr and we met some realy nice guy but i didn't get his namei also got to watch # 55 the whole time! :-( anyways when I got home i called Billy and no one answered so i got online and was talkin to people when all the sudden his number came up on my calwave thing! I was so happy,that is until i got of and called his house back and it was his dad, he yelled at me ,he was like BILLY's Not here and next time one of us calls and we cant get threw were blocking ur number understood...I justsaid well sorry i was online! and hung up.. I stared crying cause like well he yelled at me and he was being realy rude...I got so mad and went off, i called whitney and mallory and told them the story,Still crying... i got so angry at Billy , even though in some ways it's not his fault,he never said anything,it was his dad...the hobbit! Well i had planned on talking to Billy or his sister about it on Friday but neither of them came to school...But i swear to god im never callin his house back or anything..I wish he would call me though..It's makin me soOOO mad!something i dont understand is wHY IN THE HELL did his dad call me back For and WHY the hell Did he botch at me for being online,,,HOBBIT......... me and whitney set in jym class like every day this week and talked about how hot crum is ...Lol yea I finaly told everyone that i liked him, everyone alread yknew to my suprise though, i guess it's cause I like always talk about him hahahahahahha....but after school me and Whit talked to keno and crum until our buss came! that made me happy!lol ,..but here i am again settin here wishin billy would call.. but he wont , i kno he wont..Im gettin sick of this feeling of always being sad !God i need a boyfriend.. Shawns has been being a hobbit latley..me and whit walked by him and called him a hobbit hahah he doesnt kno what it means ! hahha Im proud to say that i dont like him anymore! i still do have "feelings" for the guy at hot topic..lol thats ok though! hahah.. anyways im gonna go think about Billy and how it got ruined! :-(
i luv Billy Myers
*~Courtney~*

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(Anonymous)
2004-09-26 14:04 (link)
Hello, Little girl! How are you?
Well I have some news for you..
Crum is so very taken and you need to get rid of your little crush because your a little skank and he doesn't like you at all! Hell, if I was Billy I'd hate your ass too liking other guys. Your a little nineth grade bitch who likes every single guy that walks past you. So get over your damn little crush bitch or be suspecting some ass kicking.
(Reply to this)

(Anonymous)
2004-09-26 14:07 (link)
You need to back off of Dottie's man, better watch it or ill come beat that ass!

=======

Ohhhhhhhhhh what now! little "w"itch.. haha.. now everybody wants to put her through hell.. and yes its gonna work when I see her i'll make sure i'm all on crum and whatnot

Today well Saturday

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 04:31:02 GMT

Today (Saturday) I was online talking to Crum and all.. Well, Keno IMed me and was like "why isn't their a picture of me on your photo album?" and I'm like "Because I don't have any of you.." Well, I have one but Crum is in it and he didn't wanted me to post that one because he's like everybody compares them and saying that Keno is much hotter, so Keno sent me one of him.. So, I finally just put it up there so he can be happy.. Ofcourse he had to leave a comment on how sexy he was.. Obsessed with himself? Just a little bit. lol! I added some other pictures to the album too..
This morning mom and dad had to spray the whole house with this stuff that kills fleas - ONLY because Cupcake and Oscar has them real bad.. Oscar has more because of his hair so we took him down the road here and got his hair cut... This is the first time they had fleas, but Sheila said since it's fall their more likely to drop on dogs and all..
I can't wait until Monday!! I get to see Crum and it's also "Get Up and Go" day which is your PJs & Mrs. Potter said we could wear our houseshoes too.. Dang! I'm wearing my spongebob set of PJs and I'm gonna have my one pair of spongebob boxers underneath the spongebob pants.. then my spongebob houseshoes and socks.. NO I'M NOT SPONGEBOB OBSESSED he's just the greatest sponge ever!!
Tuesday is missmatch day. Wednesday is Trick or Treat day and I'm wearing my devil horns, bow tie, devil tail, and taking my little devil stick thingy..I think Crum and his little friend whatever his name is are going to dress up like Andrew W.K. lol that's gonna be funny as hell.Thursday is crazy hair/hat day which I'm not sure what I'm going to do with my hair.. That night is parent and teacher meetings.. At 7pm is where the student body meets at 8Lumber or whatever in Quincey and parade up the hill/road onto the bridge...Down the bridge.. into the parking lot..to the field (NOT SURE WHICH ONE THOUGH, we have a lot of them) and have our 1ST bonfire ever.. Yeah, the schools been open since 1999 and we get our 1st bonfire! Wee.. Friday is warriors gone wild, hmm.. also, the homecoming game that night. Which I plan on going if *somebody* goes...
Saturday night or whatever uncle Babe and the family is coming in to stay the weekend.. Lori ann and heather has a band thingy in Nitro so their just gonna come stay with us here in Charleston.. I suppose.. Annie (my sister) wants mom to come and get her and rocky (her new puppy aka my new nephrew,lol) so she can be here to see Babe and them.. Blah! That will mean with Cupcake, Oscar, and now Rocky.. three little dogs in the damn ole' house and poor ladybug outside like always.. I love my dogs, but I can't have 3 in the house with me at night.. It's hard going to bed with two because they always have to sleep in my bed with me.. Don't know why.. Ladybug would too if she wasn't an outside dog..
Well, I'm going to go now..
Love ya!

Edit//*

I swear, I forget everything.. If I didn't have my neck I would have already lost my head. lol!
Here's the address to my album http://public.fotki.com/deadlyxdreams/rand0m_pixs/

My poem

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 04:10:48 GMT

Here is a poem I wrote earlier tonight.. It's kinda sucky but oh well.

"You"
By Dottie Jean Webb on 9/25/2004

I'm picking up the pieces of my broken heart
that lays shattered on the cold wet floor..
I cry in pain how much I hate but love you..
I miss you here without me..
I just want to kill you with all the broken pieces of my heart..
I'd drown you in my tears
I've cried by missing you here..
Even though you did me wrong..
You pushed me away..
Hiding things from me..
I'm shut out of your life..
From all your lies you made..
Why can't you see the hurt in my brown eyes?
All the feelings I had when you told me you loved me..
That you needed me there and how you were happy to have me back in your life..

Now were over and I'm here without you tonight..
I still think about how you lied..
With all the things you said and didn't say..
Even though I love somebody else..
Everytime I see you I think how much I hate you..
How much I'd do anything to just tell you how I felt that day..
Maybe you would understand your not the only one with feelings..
Maybe with a sorry I could get rid of the hate I hold against you..

Now I know what I have now..
I'm happy..
I just don't want it to end up like it did with us..

By Dottie Jean Webb
on
9/25/2004

I want you here in my bed

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 05:40:49 GMT

Me .. it looks like my butt is out of my pants but its not..

We got our 2 cents for working in the mines of hell..la ha

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 21:09:15 GMT

Oh yay! Has a couple hundred people who can get jobs in the state.. Sounds good but I don't think that everybody wants to be a coal miner.. All the jobs are for working in the coal mines.. Oh joy! I mean it's good but not everybody can work there.. It's gonna be like back in the 50's or whatever and all jobs we will have is working in the coal mines for the guys and the girls stay home and cook and clean.. That's how its gonna be soon.. I swear!

Jeez, and driving to school the dang~on coal trucks freakin' trys to run you off the road.. They speed like evil demons and all the coal drops out and hits your car window making a little TANG TING TONG sound.. How they make the holes in the road and its bump bump bump driving down the road.. fun times..
The drivers are crazy I swear man, ya'll just gotta see them!
I guess it's wild and wonderful West Virginia.. ♥

The way I love you is more than words itself

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 20:36:18 GMT

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Converse are Colorful Love
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Pretty

I can't wait to go to the bonfire at school!

I'm going to the game tonight around 6.. so, I won't be on.. I'll be watching football wee.. yay!! Oh thhhee sexxx in that HAHAHA!

I was really mad and depressed during 2nd block.. I got to go to b01 to take a book to this chick..

Lunch was fun..

Brittany got homecoming court <3 So has my vote! Lol.. Her & John was standing against the locker when me and johnathan were walking and John told me to come over where he was.. he said if any guys says or does anything to me to tell him so he can beat the sh/t out of them! Lol! Crum was just like "oookay now" I was like lol!!

Well, I'm out going to the game tonight at 6(freshman game)!

Without you baby I'm nothing at all @.-

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 00:59:09 GMT

My baby has ALC tomorrow.. Stupid teachers.. X.@
>.< Not cool.. I won't see him like all day! This really makes me sad..

My stomach is starting to hurt.... Gr!
I'm tired...
I want to hug my crum!
I feel sick!
I want to go to sleep!
I want to have 13 babies..
I want your babies... cough --> RIGHT!!!

Later.

♥

Quotes

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 23:02:06 GMT

Ðëåtµs ÐêVíL

We are the people our parents warned us about..

i don't care what they're saying
as long as
i'm your girl...

I just can't help the way I
feel I knew it from the start
the first time you
looked at me you had
stole my heart

¤ PiCtUrEs ¤

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 05:54:14 GMT

New Pictures under here

I'd post them here, but it's late and I'm tired!

My love I love you so..

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 03:36:44 GMT

I love my crum!

I started fighting with stacey over the chatroom because I disagree with her... Jeez, atleast I don't talk behind her back, I just say it to her... Ashley and them got all mad but nobody understands that I have a thing where I get annoyed real easy and she how she is annoys me.. but I don't hate her.. I just have my tics..

Jennifer thinks I've changed since I've dated crum, yes I have because I'm not all sad and depressed all the time..And she got a little snobby'ish when she dated Michael but she isn't anymore...but I never said anything because it wasn't really my problem..

Oh well, not my loss.

*
I love the way you laugh
I love the way you fell
I love spending my days talking to you
I love your silly jokes
I love the way you make me feel better about myself
I love the way you make me laugh
I love you and your guitar
I love your pretty eyes
I love your hair
I love the way you hug me tight
I love the way you hold my hand
I love the way you ask whats wrong
I love when you make me happy when I'm blue
I love how you walk
I love how you breathe
I love how you say my name
I love how you love me
I love how you hold on to me tight
I love your goofy friends
I love the way you dress
I love the way you understand me
I love how you see my soul
I love your smile
I love how you dry my tears away
I love the way you used to put your arms around me on the staircase
I love when you listen to my problems
I love when you stand up for me when nobody else does
I love your taste in music
I love the way you move
I love how your always lost
I love meeting you in the hall
I love when you walk me to class
I love the way I can't wait to see you
I love your touch
I love when you tell me I'm beautiful
I love the way you stare into my brown eyes
I love the way you love me
I could go on for weeks, all I know is that I love you..
Your the only thing I need.